I've spent today drinking and eating alcohol, it's disgusting and I hate myself for it.
I need control and I just need to be thinner, just a little bit.
I fear the scale and I don't want to go out tomorrow, but I have church with a friend, we're seeing if we like it or not. I don't even know what I believe honestly.
Anyway, I'm going to start working out, I'm determined to lose weight.
So determined.
I will do it.
Fuck recovery, fuck my body.
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